September 2010
Suddenly my eyes are open and everything come into focus…
I feel so alone. I feel so cold. I feel do sad. I feel so disaponed. So miserable. So left out from everyone. So out place from everywhere. So close to anyone. So right anywhere. Too full but too empty. Completely wrong. Feeling like nothing could ever be right. Ever be the way it should be. Ever be right for me to feel good. Tired of been in a side. Sourounded be half of the thruth. Living in...