I feel so alone. I feel so cold. I feel do sad. I feel so disaponed. So miserable. So left out from everyone. So out place from everywhere. So close to anyone. So right anywhere. Too full but too empty. Completely wrong. Feeling like nothing could ever be right. Ever be the way it should be. Ever be right for me to feel good. Tired of been in a side. Sourounded be half of the thruth. Living in lies. Waiting for something to change. Waiting for something real. Something only in my dreams is possible. I want to fly and take of to the sky. I want to be in a place noone could ever find me. Or just dissappear. I want to go. I need to leave. I must… I just can’t take it anymore. For a moment I was so naive that I only wanted to see what I wanna believe. How can I dissappear?